So here we are, at the end of another year. This was a relatively quiet one for Kat and I, life-wise, compared to the last few years. It’s hard to top years like 2006 and 2007 when we quit our jobs in Toronto, move to Peterborough, found new jobs, bought a car, bought a house, and got married. We were due for a quiet year, and although this one hasn’t been without its ups and downs, it’s been relatively smooth sailing.
In terms of my writing things were fairly slow. This was a reflective year for me. A year for making decisions about my career, working out a plan to accomplish my goals, and dealing with some of the insecurities that come with trying to make a living in the creative arts.
I’ve come to realize that my career is not like anyone else’s. You could say it’s different for every writer, but this year really sent it home for me. Maybe because I tend to compare my career to that of other writers. That’s a natural thing to do, especially when there’s no real set process for succeeding in the creative arts. There are a lot of “how to” books on writing, but I’ve found that the vast majority of them are not designed to help you succeed in publishing as they are to simply sell books on how to write. It’s natural to look to other, more successful writers for advice or to see how they got to where they are now. I’ve realized that while such information is interesting it’s not always helpful. Every writer is different, and while the things I’ve learned from others has been invaluable, I also know that part of this process is breaking out on my own and making my own mistakes.
Despite a relatively slow writing year, there were some highlights. At the start of 2008 I made my very first reprint sale, which was also my first sale to a foreign market: “The Tattletail” in the Finnish magazine Spin. I sold a couple of other reprints, as well. “Everything Gets Bigger After Nuclear War” will appear in an upcoming anthology of apocalyptic fiction from Permuted Press, and “Camp Zombie” will appear in a best of Broken Pencil collection. The latter sale was not a submission, but rather a direct invite from the editor itself which is always nice.
Another big highlight of the year was my taking on the role of webmaster for the online horror magazine ChiZine. Although I’ve never been much into the social aspects of the small press, I wanted to find some way to network with other writers and contribute something to the community.
I met a lot of writers this year. Through my wife and her job at Trent University I met Alistair MacLeod, Linwood Barclay, and Joseph Boyden, all of them successful Canadian authors and really great people. I also attended, Ad Astra, a Toronto-based science fiction convention where I hung out with a number of writers, as well as my very first meeting of the Ontario branch of the Horror Writers Association.
This was supposed to be the year of the novel, but it didn’t quite work out that way. Devoting all of my efforts to a novel was a good idea in theory, but the downside was that when the novel wasn’t coming along, neither was anything else. This was part of the discipline I forced on myself. I could have gone off and worked on some short stories, but that’s been my problem these past few years. allowing myself to become distracted. It’s one thing to say, Oh, Ian, you have to do what makes you happy, but the truth is, writing is work, and one can’t afford to be flighty. Yes, writing is also supposed to be fun, but fun doesn’t mean easy. I’d rather have the past six months with nothing to show for it but a novel I’ve only picked at than two or three new short stories. I already have 29 I’m currently trying to sell. A couple more isn’t going to mean that much to me right now. I love short fiction, but it’s no longer my priority. I’m trying to break out of the small press and find a wider readership and I don’t think it’s going to happen with short fiction.
Despite that, I did write and sell some short stories in 2008. Here’s the skinny:
Stories written: 7
- “Day Pass”
- “I Hate Needles”
- “The Halloween Party”
- “Vogo”
- “Wendy”
- “Reconnect”
- “Deleted Scenes”
Stories sold: 8 (actually 9, but one mag went out a of business)
- “The Tattletail” (reprint) in Spin
- “The Nanny” in Nossa Morte
- “Camp Zombie” (reprint) in Best of Broken Pencil
- “Everything Gets Bigger After Nuclear War” (reprint) in Best New Tales of the Apocalypse
- “Psong” in Murky Depths
- “Leaves Brown” in Shades of Darkness
- “Vogo” in Northern Haunts
- “Buffalo Money” in Rope and Wire
Stories published: 7
- “Inheritor” in Cemetery Dance #58
- “The Dark and the Young” in Bound for Evil
- “The Nanny” in Nossa Morte #3
- “The Kid Pool” in The Written Word #13
- “Camp Zombie” in Broken Pencil #40
- “Buffalo Money” in Rope and Wire
- “Leaves Brown” in Shades of Darkness
And here are my main stats for the year. The figure in parenthesis is the total amount for the whole six years I’ve been sending out stories.
Stories submitted in 2008: 121 (404)
Stories accepted in 2008: 9 (29)
Stories rejected in 2008: 98 (322)
This year I cut way back on my internet usage, which has helped a lot with my focus if not my actual output. I feel this was a good choice, and not just for my writing but also my quality of life. I still update the website and my writing journal, although not quite as often. Strangely my web stats have gone up since then. Go figure.
Every year when I write one of these things I try to come up with a plan of attack for the following year. I’ve decided to forgo that this time around. No goals this year; it only seems to jinx myself. The same way I seem to have psyched myself out with the novel by treating it as some great, insurmountable task. All it’s done is ensure I’m not going to get it finished.
All I will say is that I’m going to keep at it in 2009, and eventually, hopefully at some point in the near future, I will have the novel finished.
I’ll still try to keep things entertaining around here. I don’t see things changing on this website that much in the new year. A few more stories sold would be nice. I might have a very big one to report shortly, in fact. There always seems to be something in the works, which I suppose is what this is all about. Keep moving, keep writing, and maybe I’ll get there.
Anyway, I hope everyone has a great 2009. Thanks for visiting this website and following my progress. Onward and upward, baby.
See you on the flip-flop.
- Currently reading: Gypsies Stole My Tequila, by Adrienne Jones